Arrested Development

I love to learn about myself. I find new things every day. I like to understand how I tick and what works and what doesn’t. After all, life is in no certain terms a learning process. I have seen myself spike with maturity and deflate with childishness and today, I was finally able to admit something to myself. I find that there times when (we) will deny the truth even to ourselves. Lying can be debilitating. For a very long time I would flat out deny. "NO WAY". But today I sat face to face with my reality, staring me in the face and then it hit. I have to tell you, it is one of the most freeing feelings in the world. I feel like a small weight has been lifted off and I can dance about (not that I can dance or anything). Think back to the last time you completely dismissed a possibility and re-evaluate it. On a side note the third floor is completely empty, I like the quietness.