Its Pouring

Today it was pouring outside. Living in Texas this was a welcome change but somehow I feel the outside was reflecting the inside of me . I always think about the clouds and compare myself to them. I usually hold things in until I cant anymore and then I let it all out at once. And since the past couple of weeks we have been under the scorching sun, today's rain was especially heavy and hard. The clouds were getting it all out of their system. It was wet cold and gloomy but somehow I was at peace. It's almost like in the midst of the storm there is calm. I also realize that the numbing effects of business will wear off with idleness. Thats all for today.